ohs .
Today went out of my house around 1.10Pm?
yuhs go for Nlevel Maths paper :]
The weather is dam hot luh cans ?!
Paper start at 2 Pm .
wthell siak , the weather so hot then do exam paper...
Hard to concentrate sioo ...
BUT BUT thanks god :D
he gave us such a cool weather after that :]
So shiok luh raining .... hhas ..
After doing finished maths paper , i've got around 4o mins ?
So So i went to sleepppppp :D
BUT BUT that blood michael , sit behind me ..
Kept make alot of sound hard to sleep siak ;[
irritating somemore !! :x
then he take dk what thingy throw at my head =.=
BUT BUT thanks to hannan eh :D
he told me there's something at my hair ....
lmaos dam wuliao luhh himmm :]

FINALLYY it's 3.30pm && We can go home le !
lols went to 201 afgan buy BUBBLETEA!
whoooo ~ && reachedd home :]


Another day Pasted♥

yesterday ,
Went to Joshua Birthday Party :D
Dad send me Around 3 like that ...
Reached there waited for my 2nd Brother to come ..
Gahs ~
He's dam dam dam Cutee luh !!!
So many Childrenn!! Cute Luh all !
Celebrate his birthday at Macdonalds =.= *Sick & tired of the Food Alreaddy*
After Eating & Sing the Birthday Song finish ,
We wented to his house ... it was superrrrBigg & nice luh cann !!
Go there my Dad friends play basketBall =.= for those small kidd or babies de =]
But they're dam dam dam funny luh ...
But the whole Day i always focus is my HandPhone Message :D
Messaging My baby lohs ...
He jealous that th guy will like me :X
lols Promise i won't talk to him mahs .
Stay there till th morning then went home :D
Gahs ~ i want this house so muchh nahs !
Superr nice Bodoh !!
lols My Dream My Dream :]

Okays , ystd night i'm dam no mood .
Im sad , Stress , hurt & everything D;
i don't wanna lost my love ..
Do you know how much i really need you ?
I've been trying my best to win him back le =[
Im just waiting for the these fewsday ....
yuhs .. & and i Went home around 9 plus ...
Reach home ,,,,,,,,
Not more then 5 min kena kp by grandmother .
Whathefuck they want sia ?!
Everyday go home kpkb then scold scold _l_ ...
Fuck it mans !!

sighh ..
im not goana care bout my family stuff le ..
i aint happy with anyone of them...
i aint living happily in this world ...
Hopes everything Past just like that ...
Hopes everything Going to be fine ...


Anyways , Going gym At 4 Pm D;
I'm sufferingg w/out you !

* Godd grant My lastWish Please..*
..i Can't take whats happening around me ..

JeffreyLimJiaXian♥ iloveyous
Now till forever ...

im sad sad sad sad D:
Crying Crying Cryingg .



iloveyou Jeffrey Lim JiaXian ♥

Credits to Amira ;
JeffreyLimJiaXian♥
Day by Day been missing & Loving you so Badly .


Sidah , Nisa , Mal & Me :D


Sidah , Mal & Me :D

okays , i knw its my fault ..
i don't wanna it to happen ...
i always don't know what im doing ..

My heart Hurts , My tears started to flow ...
Day by Day , i felt so all alone ...
been thinking of you so much .

Do you see how much I need you right now ?
All I ever wanted was for you to know...
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul...
I can hardly breathe... I need to feel you here with me..
IMISSING YOU SO badly .. imissyour laughter , i missyour kiss , imissyour everything .
Everything i do , kepts remind me of you .
So much that iwanna lean on ur shoulder & cry onto ...
u're the first guy which make me love you so much ...

Why do i have such a life which i really can't take it ?


Giving everyone a fake smile is what i really can't ,
i can't tell people whats happening around me ...
there's so much i wanna say , so much that i wanna scream out loud ..
but i just can't do it .
i don't know .
i felt totally so alone D;

Today D;
An unlucky day for me ...
What can i do ? having Depression agains ?
Do they understand how i felt ?!
Do they ?!...
i Felt So all alone ;[ i wanna talk tok to them so much ...
just that , they seems to hate me ...
i Dont wanna live there anymore ..
i can't bear my tears & Painess .
i wanna cry So much & Shout Screamm so muchh !!
Okays , Stopp making me stress . i Really can't take it ..
i don't know when i'll Can't take it ...
maybe tomorrow ? Maybe The day after tomorrow ?
you would'nt knoww ... Al i would think is Die Die Die ..
So Stopp it Fucker !

And .....
i Left with my only baby ...
He's really the One that i wanna ...

Fucking family !
i make sure i don't go home then u know uh .
Makeup got wrong meh ?!
Save money buy Things got wrong uh ?!
PukiMak Kau bodoh ! cheebye _l_
Disown this family sua ...
LOL!


BABY , i'm going gym le ..
Then after that go makan with friendsss .
Wait for me aite ?
iloveyou & imissyou ! many many more !
Muacks babY !

Just Got back from home !
hahas ... SuperSuperr tireddd luh !
because of the flu !!! hate it mans ;D
Alrights & imiss my baby dam much cans ?
Dint really talk much to him ... gahs iwant him only !
hahas ! i Cry baby you still want me mahs ?
BLEAH ! iloveyou laa baby !
many many many more Penguin sweety !
Muacks !!

Shall Post tomorrow bahs ;]
Darling , you're my forever LOVE♥ .
buhbyeee peeps !

hohohooooo sweety wife's in school now 6pm-8pm for night class/study?
hardworking hor?
lol dun want to disturb her, wait dao 8pm den msg her.
today call her from 3+/4+ to 5pm like that cos she need to bath and prepare.
hahaha she so she bu de kap but den stil need to. sadded, she stil wan cry wor.
cute lo you, everything also wan cry.
cry baby number one! but i stil love you!
miss you soooo veryyy muchhiie canssss?
want to talk to you so much.
tml tml lo hor
now only hope you'll be happy always and depression gone.
my baby's got depression de okss.
joking la, no matter what i stil love you lots de.

goooooooodddbbbbbyyeeees,
love you water baffalo,
from jx

Today at first kinda no mood about the tagged board tingy .
Gahs~~ just forget bout whats happening :D

Today in school was fun nahs .
My class Wass CRAZYYY & high high high !
hahas , Especially Cher Cher Cher ! She sot daoo ~
hahas .. Small Chickenn =x JOKING UH !

1st & 2nd periodd Self-studies ... BUT BUT i sleep .. haahs
Super Super Tired , i also don't know why .
this few days things been happening around me .
BUT im glad that i have my baby darling .
9Am , our Pe lesson time ... Played badminton with classmates..
hahas super tiredd lohs , sweat like hell !
hhas but but it was funnn !
10 Am , we went back to class .. yuhh ,
Something happened to my Friend [ MaMa]
Feeling So sad for her , She got thesame situation as i do ..
yuh , Hoping everythings fine for her ...

Girl , Just Stay Strong Alrights ??
You still have me && 401 !!

11 Am went to AVT ... On th way , saw littat & nic .. God.. i don't wanna quarrel with them uhs .
yuh .. i don't wanna say whats happening uhs.. Had enough of quarreling .
After th sharing in AVT ,
it make me realise that no matter what happen we must carry on with our path .

At 12.30 , We went to basketBall for our RollerBlading ..
yuh but only 3 person play sio ..
hahas !!
So ii satted at the bench , Msg-ing my baby ;D
missing him so much luhs can !!

1.30 , Went back homeee ;]
Finally luhs !
hahas but but later 6 Pm must go back school for night class ;[
till 8Pm i'll be back !!


Yuh ... How i wish i'm happy everyday =]
But But being with my baby it makes me happy !!
iloveyou baby sweety ♥

Gahhhs !
i miss him super badly nahs !
He's sick & i'm worring for him :[
BABY BABY get well soon !
awaiting for your message !!
imissyou imissyour everythinggg !!!

NO MOOODDD
I'm stress stress !
Wondering why i had such a family background ?
Everything ii do seems wrong .
they dosen't look like my family at all :[
ii felt nothing to them ..
i seems to be a STRANGER to them...
what can i do ?!
my heart really aches.
i wana cry so muchh .
i've been wondering how long i still can bear with everything ?






bye , takecares♥
Baby my love for you is true .
Jeffrey Lim JiaXian , u're mt wholelife

Tooday was fun fun fun !
hahas ..
it's huda birthday , we decided to sabo her :D
hahahs PlAY water bomb lohs .
Although it may seems childish to you , but but we have lots lots of fun !
We din't manage to throw it at her , so we play among ourself .
hahas !
From field till girl's toilet :x
hahas . We manage to get her to the toilet where we can bath :]
in the end everyone was whole body wet , but im the only one who's not so wet ;D
hahas they still say tomorrow continue :D
it's funn luh !

*If everyday i'm happy like what i am today ,
i won't be the way i am right now .
So many things happen to me , yet my family don't really go care bout how i felt .
There's so much i wanna tell them .
but how do i ? TELLING them would they understand ?
nehminndd ..

Littat , Maybe we're not fated to be friends .
if you don't wanna believe i also can't do anything .
you takecare alrights . Bye friend .

THE PERSON i most wanted really thanks to is MY BABY .
He's always there with me no matter what happens , he make me smile & laugh .
making feel that i'm the only one that he wants ;D
ILOVEYOU baby .
Thanks for the everything you're given to me .
you meant so so much to me .

gahs ,
it's 11.15 am !
i cann't sleep nahs !
Misshim so badly .
God , Hopes eevrything fine for him .

Darling ,
keep holding on , Just stay strong .
Yes & we can make it through .
im here always for you .
iloveyou baby !!



Tomorrow shall post bahs ,
offlined !
buhbye peeps !

hmm ....
Today was dam dam dam HAPPY LUH !
chatted on th phone with my BABY SWEETY arnd 4 plus ?
Din't really talk tht much , cos i'm having depression AGAINS .
He manage to cool me down :D
That's why i've said he's totally so different from all others ex of mine .
or others guys that i knew .
He gave me a special feeling that no one had given me before .
He makes me smile & laugh every single day .
deep in my heart i really trust him alot .yuh he did make me cry on th phone ,
BUThe did make me smile , he did make me laugh on th PHONE TOO ! :D
i've cry cos I LOVE HIM so deeply !
he makes me laugh & smile no matter what had happen ..
we talk alot of stuff which make us laugh alot alot :D
i dam happy luh can ?! hahasHe gave me kisssess !!
He way too sweet for me nahs !!
He kept say he sexy hot loh !
hahs yuh it's true thats he is sexy yeah !!
talk bout imagine we go out this one that one :]
One Day By one Day ilovehim so much much much .
He's my Penguin & i'm his Camel =.=Weirdooo~~
gah !Im too happy to post blog liaos .hahas !

hahahahaa it's pauline & me 37th day together.
time really past so soo sooo fast, went through lots of hapiness & sadness, but then still feel so fortunate and happy hahahaaaa. becos only you will lighten up my day, my life.


Pauline's my one and only MOST PRECIOUS love.
the CUTEST, the BEST BEST BEST, the HANDSOME-EST dude, the most UNDERSTANDING baby! x)
you are my unforgettable and irreplacable baby!

i want to dote you many!
i want to love you many!
i want you many many!
i want to be the only one protecting you every minutes, every seconds.
i want to be the only one making you feel so damn loved by me.
i want you to be the happiest and luckiest girl in the world.
i want to be the one hugging you to sleep every night.
i want to be the one giving you endless kisses.
i just cant stop falling in love with you.



no matter what you will always be my most love, only love, only baby.
no matter what our feeling will not fade.
our love will not end.
we will not leave each other.


promise to cherish you
promise to treasure our love
promise to be less sensitive
promise to be less petty
promise to prove to you i really do love you
promise to prove we will last long long



hahahaa super long ahh~~
(hair stand!)
lol this post is from me (jiaxian),
delicated to beloved (pauline).

Yooo !
Ermm~
How Shld i start ?
Morning 2 Am like that , THE GIRL *Which i don't even know her* =.=
Added me in msn which i dont know where she got it frm ?
LOL she's being lame luh . ask me accept her then she send me one file .
keep say i Dont dare see & afraid tht it'll hurt dao me ... what is this mans ?!
please lluh . you Pajiao or what?! i using EBUDDY ley ! How to send the file ?
Stupidd bodohh ...
STILL SAY PHONESEX SIO !
you go BE PLK better uh .
sure got NO BODY wants you .&&
knn luh horh . Still say i SNATCH her boyfriendd .
please luh , i snatch ? tht time i knew him he aint ATTATCH okays !
Still ask me leave him & Return BACK sio !
EH Girl , there's NO way i goanna let him go yeah ? & not goanna return back !
NOW i'm telling you , he's mine , he's my life , he's myeverything .
YOU don't like us to be together , thats ur problem .
i'm not goana because of what you said let us seperated .
GET out & get ur FUCKING life carry on .

_l_ off BITCHH ! ;D

HAIYO .
Don't talk About her le uhs .

Today Woke up around 9 , First thing to do is MSG MY BABY DARLING .
Meeting Aini at 10 Go gym AT Tampines complex there .
Went back home around 11 plus 12 .
hahahs :D darling calling me later in ther afternoon !
I miss him so much much nahs !!



iloveyou JEFFREY LIM JIAXIAN ♥
The love you gave is all i wantedd .

Today CHATTed on the phone with my baby.
Damm happy noh ! hahas
we laughh we smile . He just super cute nah !
lovee him so deeply mans ! he's mine mine mine yeah !
he's way too good uh !
chatted while waiting for my grandmother go out ,
yuh , was suppose to read to him th love letter .
but i dint D; { im sorry BABY .}
IN THE end he went to the email & read .
this is what i send him .

Baby Hubby ,
It's th 35th Day we're together :DDay by day Past , i've been loving you more & more , Deeply & deeply .
you're like my heart ..w / out you im goana be dead ...you meantt so much to me .. YOU'RE the BESST part in my life .That you're my wholelife , i just need you .i don't need any other guys , i just want only you .
Day by day been wanting & hoping that you can come out .wanna hug you tightly , give you the sweetest kiss , holding on to ur hands & nv let you go ,letting you know how much you Really meant to me.How Much i really love you ...you're my everything , My everything ..i wanna hear your sweet voice everyday , That makes me laugh & smile .No one had ever give me the feeling tht you gave , you're totally so different from others .i'm glad tht i know you in my life .i'm glad tht im u'rs .i'm glad tht you're minee toos ..you've been giving me so many chances .you're way too good to me ..i'll treasure th love & the everything you gave .i'll cherish this relationship .
That night we'll almost seperated , i thot you would'nt want me ,.yet you gave me a chance , i'm so happy i'm so happy .
Because of you , my life changes .Because of you , my days are happy .Because of you ,i've fall in love with you so much .I REALLY DON'T WANNA LOST YOU .I REALLY DON'T WANNA .Whenever you are , whenever you go , i'll always love you , i'll never ever let my feeling towards you fade away .you know how much you really meant to me ..i'm th one making you sad & angry , yet i cheer you up .Cause , i dont wanna us like tht , i dont wanna.Seeing you Sad , hurt or angry make me so hurt & makes me cry so much . .Cause this is not i wanna it to be .i wanna you smile, laugh & Happy. & i BELIEVE tht i will know you even more & more .

MY LOVE TOWARDS YOU IS ALL TRUE !
ILOVEYOU BABY .


im happy happy happy !
Tomorrow shall post bahs .
Imissmy BOYFRIEND baby darling badly nah!

Goshh i'm super happy nahs :D
Finally we're back as per normal !
it's been days tht we dint talk on th phone le.
Now today , im superrr dupperr ubberr happy nah !
strting dint talk tht much :x
BUT still he make me laugh & smile ! i so so so love him yeah !
hahahs .

090808 , 1.55Am
♥ Jeffrey LimJiaxian my everything !

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